I am completely pissed off and fucked up now, it's either because of I'm getting my period soon and my hormone is not that normal like usual (as if usually it goes normal tho) hehe that's why, everything that is not happened like usual make me mad..

not that mad actually, prolly a "pissed off and fucked up" are great terms to describe how I feel now. sometimes, these feelings will end with sad and hurt which I will express them thru some graffiti on my hands hehehehee....nah...wouldn't be that bad tho

WELLLL.......knowing some guy would be good for your life...BUT I really hate it when myself started to have some feeling to them, and they will start to ignore me...sometimes, being a negative thinker is kinda do good things to u as well I guess, I mean negative thinker as being cautious...but not too much anyway, since having everything too much won't do good either

Note : I wrote "them" actually aims on one person only.... hey you...yah you...yah...S...
:p I hate this PMS thingies...and I know guys also hate women in their PMS times hahahaha

Btw, it's kinda very sleepy for me today, as I thought that this guy will really call me to let me know that he's home already...and hecks, wtf I was dumb to wait till 2 o'clock..and tried to call him at 2.15 but my call was rejected.

I guess, I never pray to God to have my destiny in meeting guys and being closed with them only like a week or 2 weeks...then gone.....GOD, I never ask that in my prayer....to think it's happened quite often ya in my life.....Gusti....gusti...(gusti = God)