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24.6.05

Flashin' back to my old posts, wrote during my study days in Sydney, I've realized kok gue lebih rohani di sono daripada gue dijakarta sekarang ini ya? I even stopped praying since last month, I think? well pokonya terakhir I felt so hopeless and dissapointed. I know, it's so childish, even tho' I know there are positive sides of all situations *sigh*

God! kalo ada gambar grafik, kayaknya pertumbuhan diri gue makin lama turun drastis kebawah, gue udah mirip banget kayak "anak hilang" , hilang ga tau arahnya musti kemana, for sure nya sih ya I am lonely... hatiku kesepian..hehehehe...dulu klo gue baca2 posts sebelumnya, gue jgua jomblo untuk 2 tahun terakhir ini; tapi di sydney gue kok ga kesepian ya? apa karena kesibukkan yang ada? gue berada diantara orang-orang yang lovely to be friends with? sedangkan disini, gue ga punya temen?? shit, I hate to admit that I got no friends hehehehe Ego...

ADA SIHHHH temen mah ...adaaaa.....cuman ga tau napa gue kok bisa kaya "sendirian" gitu, ada sih anak2 KTM yang uda balik bbrp disini. tapi ga tau ya, rasanya sepi....paling sering clubbing, nonton, clubbing, nonton...enjoy life sih emang, tapi kantong juga tipis hehehe...seringnya gue cuman nonton vcd/dvd sama adikk gue si ila..*gue lagi tergila2 sama Sattawat Sethakorn aka Tae* --> jangan dibaca T-A-I yaa... hehe apa gue should balik lagi ikut PD? ikut Sel? tapi ga tau, ada sisi di hatiku....yang malu-malu...kayanya belum kenal sapa2...syndrome anak baru gitu deh.....(Ria ngalamin sindrom anak baru??) agak gimana emang..tapi yes that's me...
klo ada yang baca (ada ya?) bantuin mikir dong.....gue tau klo anak2 KTM ada yang baca, gue pasti diomelin heuehueh sok anak baru gitu...*a very loooooooooonnnnggggg sigh* --> I did this the most..TODAY...

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