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27.4.05

well well well well....
such a long time I've been absent from this blogging world. what a time spender my work is...hehehe kaya orang sibuk aja, tapi sumpah..gw ga boong. emang sibuk kok. hihihi
sibuk kantoran, sibuk falling in love, dan sibuk patah hati , sibuk stress hueheuhuehe.....seems that I started to "touch" the blogging world simply whenever I am so in a such bad mood....like these day for instance. my heart is broken into pieces...all of all I like this guy, and wish him all the best of his life.

Well hey, I am trying to heal myself here. since it affects quite a lot to my life. my insomnia is back.YAY! ...err....NOT! it's not a good thing to be happy about. and I've been a mad eater lately, as before I got anorexia a bit. where everytime I tried to feed myself, I will end up to throw everything out. hiks. hmmm.....*take a loooonnnggg breath in and out* alright, currently stuck up with some report....yeah, my boss dumped me into this Roll out thingies hoping that I would learn something from there. yes I did!!! but then, there are these team politics made me sick..there would be fightings/arguing or whatever the thing end with an -ing......anyway, these situations gave positive sides of a thing. what am i talking about here....hehehehe haihhhhhhhh...
I am in the support team, well it's 3 of us. we've been doing the one on one coaching too like others the implementation does. but they don't do reporting...feel like to stab them with a very sharp knife, slice them into pieces then...here i am getting too much movies...ha -ha...

aww c'mon ria, heal yourself. I read some books saying, " you need to pity yourself once, but not always...it might be a joke for once, but then sooner or later you become a believer that you are pity" haiihhhh no way........okay gotta get my arse back to work then...toodle!!

"Satu dua dan tiga cepat tinggalkan masa lalu menari bersamaku sambutlah harimu, hari yang bahagia...." -Andien-

HERE I COME......BAAAABBBBBEEEEEEEEEYYYYYHHHH (enough for being mad now!!!)