I'm in Mellow mood
really mellow....
somehow I fell with this guy, but I'm confuse still...
well, there're lots voices telling this and that to me

the best thing i could do now is praying to the mighty Father...
ask for the best way I could get..
*sigh*
I felt this kind of feeling before, and made me lose 4 kg...hehehe
and yes, this time too I couldn't eat proper meal...
I only munch some of the bits and throw the rest, its err...wasting though
but hey, I just can't help it....
it will do some good to me tho..since I've been gaining another 5 kg after the last heart breaking.. then if I could do the same like last time, isn't it good for me
hehe

anyway, everyone here in school are having good laugh, cuz on one meeting, my coordinator was upset with everyone, and having a bad mood, and was quite angry...while every body was paying attention, with stressed looks...I was sitting there SMILING hehehehehehe....I don't know, some of time I will smile...some of time I will just stunned there...and keep quiet... and some other time I would cry my heart out....GILA ...yes that would be the best word to describe...GILA

some people told me He is good guy...some says he is not..well that people opinion though...

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING........